7th May ’17
Did somebody ever tell you all the things there is in life? Did someone tell you that its okay to be slow? That it is okay to let things on their own once a while? Well, nobody told me so. Right from the beginning IÂ was made to believe that there is nothing else except studies. Do you know how it feels if you are forced to excel at something? I am sure am not the only one. Nobody asked me what I wanted…it was a matter of pride for them. I am not good at studies….just because they are not interesting enough. Â I do not find them intriguing…i don’t like them.
Everyday…every hour I am reminded what my main function should be.
You wanna know what I wanna do? I wanna travel for a living! I wanna know the history of the world…the civilizations..the past! I wanna see how beautiful the sunset can be in the darkest of nights.. I wanna see how big is a spaceship! I wanna see how a super collider looks! I wanna see so much!
I wanna see how beautiful the earth can be….i wanna feel every bit of the beautiful places on this earth…
I want to see Greece…I want to learn about the Greek Mythology…i want to visit Rome, Vatican City and so many places. I wanna see the St. Peter’s Basilica….the Sistine chapel..the Michelangelo’s painted ceiling! I want to know about the works of Dante!
I want to touch the walls…feel it..the coarseness…the sands…the pain of the workers to make the iconic structures…I want to know so much!
Alas..I am trapped in this competitive world trying to figure out what to become in life…living life on someone else’s terms.
Someday it may be just too much.